Ok, so I've never really been the 'sick' type of person.
...well, in mind yes.. but physically, I've had it pretty good.
Chicken pox when i was little, the old cold/flu every now & then- just the usual.
Never broken a bone, never had a blood nose, never even been stung by a bee!
..which is somewhat surprising considering i was a
tomboy when i was little.
..which is somewhat surprising considering i was a
tomboy when i was little.
I'm pretty tough. I have a high pain threshold. Even invincible!
A couple of weeks ago, i had a CT scan.
I guess if you're going to be sick, you may as well go all out & start with a CT scan yeah?
I'm sure that's how it works.
I was chatting to my doc the other day about an ailment/ annoyance which i have had for... hmm, about 7 years on & off.
7 Y E A R S.
Every single time I've been to the doc in the last 7 years I've mentioned it to them but they've always shrugged it off & said it's nothing & not to worry.
7 YEARS.
I was at the end of my tether. Yes I am a patient person ('scuse the pun.. patient.. doctor's.. yeah, lame.) & no it's not life threatening... although, if you look it up on Wikipedia it says that in some random, chance, severe case it can kill you.
But, that's just what Wikipedia says.. i shouldn't worry.. should i?!
Naaa. I don't have time for stuff like that in my life.
Anyway, so Ive never had a scan before.
You lie down on this bed, the Nurse puts a metal sheet over your vital organs~ aka 'girly bits', says 'Don't move.' Then she promptly leaves the room.
I was scared to even BREATHE! I could feel my heart beat & i thought even that was making me move too much.
Yikes.
Here's a pic of the machine they used:
You go into the scan machine & lie there for what feels like forever, singing silly songs in your head, wondering if there's a camera above your face & the nurse is watching you in the next room laughing, wondering how long you will be there for- 10 minutes? 20 minutes?
Then, everything stops, the Nurse comes back in & informs you that 'You did well.'
I did 'well?!' What does that even mean?!
I did well because... i didn't move? I did well because the scan came out ok? I did well because i didn't freak out & have a panic attack? What is it?!
The following day, after playing phone tag with my doctor trying to find out my results..
'Hi, I'd like to speak to doctor x please.'
'He's with a patient, try back in half an hour.
'Hi, I'd like to speak to doctor x please.'
'He's out, try calling after lunch.'
'Hi, I'd like to speak to doctor x please.'
'He's with a patient, I'll get him to call you.'
He finally left me a voicemail with my results.
Some clarity, finally, after 7 years.
Le sigh*
xox
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